Tonight I asked again and got confirmation again
“Does what I say matter or have you decided that my hard limit is not valid”
“I’ve decided that it is valid. I also told you that I have every confidence that you are going to beg me to fuck you. Even if you didn’t, if I just take your pussy, you would be grateful.”
“Im in trouble” I replied “what if I don’t want you too, even if I beg could you please not act on it”
“oh Now we’re getting somewhere. Maybe. I can assure you that it comes at a price”
the word Devil crossed my mind, I have a feeling that no matter what, I’m not going to win.
“Whats the price?”
“not sure YET. I’ll enjoy denying you while you beg but I will also be denying myself. I’ll probably hurt you until im satisfied”
I said “ I appreciate the honesty but JESUS! What kind of compromise is this?”
“*smiles Im a Dominant sadist. My compromises usually work in my favor and they hurt.”
he is clearly telling me whats going to happen… as he said before he is mentally preparing me for it, for getting hurt and getting fucked. I guess now is up to me to decide if to go forward. is a battle of wills, I don’t know what to do. I have no choice I think for now I need time to think so I’ll back off maybe stop talking to him for a while.